Scaffold

Ever feel like being protected?

From now on, I must learn to give rather than take,

To share instead of receiving.

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I used to complain about the extra tasks given by my supervisor,

everyone had submitted their work,

but mine just never ending.

I couldn't help but complain about the extra,

But today,

I realised that these are not extra,

these are beautiful things which could change someone's life.

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Looking back,

I am deeply appreciated by all the opportunities,

they might not be the best,

but they makes me grow as a better person with better value,

added more flavour in my life.

I am glad that I did not let go even though I was put in difficult situation,

after all, everything does make sense.

You just have to wait and be patient.

最好的总在最后。

I'm feeling:

So, PRE-REG PHARMACIST = NERD?

hmm...

maybe you are the exceptional.

I had DRUG LUNCH today!

Free food from M & S :D

HOWEVER...

food + drug information at the same time = :S

I'm feeling:

开工大吉！

终于你要开工了！

做了那么久的虫也是时候动一动，

甩一甩，

跌一跌,

希望在新的一页我们都会有更好的变化，

可以见证彼此的成长，

分享你我的糗事，

说不定你会有比较多的爆料！哈哈！

努力地默默耕耘吧，亲爱的农夫，

看看谁会是那个大丰收, 嘿！

I'm feeling:

October Issues

Called me a FREAK! OR NERD OR WHATEVER!

I was running out of ideas for my blog title so there you goes..."OCTOBER ISSUE"

This is quite similar to the title that I used when I completed a Drug Safety Update in hospital.

With an opinion that this might catch your attention..hehe.

Was buried with loads of evidences to write recently...

With one aim- To impress my tutor! I know she wants to know me inside out!

Honestly, I'm still being unsure with the purpose of writing it day and night...

Most probably I will figure it out after pre-reg year!

Somehow, I really want to get a life apart of working and writing evidences :(

I need SHOPPING therapy, FOOD therapy, MASSAGE therapy and SLEEP THERAPY!

I'm feeling:

Weekend again!

Should be doing some works but end up with this.

Life with high technology is a bad thing.

Especially when you have a strong curiosity and bad discipline,

Just like me!

I'm so in love with the vintage camera applications within my phone. *GRIN*

Weekend is coming to an end. Pffftt~

I'm feeling:

Leeds Training Part 2

Richard- the cheeky one

The only Malaysians that I could find in the training.

Almost extinct.muahaha

Lunch- more or less the same.

But they do fed us alot right?

Meet my lovely colleague, Steph.

Dinner- I should have post the Lasagne on the 1st night which was super nice.

Was too hungry till I forgotten to take a pic of it.Haha!

The place where I found all the vintage fashion stalls!

super like!

Vivian and I

Miss you:)

Kar loon with a table of Thai Food.

Look at the contented smile!

Our fabulous Thai lunch! Nyammy~

Spent some time with Vivian after my regional training at Leeds.

Seriously love this city....so much vibrant and less dodgy buildings.

Enjoyed our Saturday by visiting the marketplace which basically sell anything you could think of.

And there is a place where people sell all kinds of vintage fashion stuff!!!

I am sooo in love with all the stalls.

Too bad I have not much money to spend for this month!

Saw a stall where you could get a vintage hairstyle!

And the promoter were in their 60s and 70s! SUPER LIKE THEIR STYLE!

How I wished that I could walk in the street in such way...oooooo~

And we found a Thai restaurant for Vivian which was really good and worth for the value.

I wanna visit Leeds again!

Chat non stop and skype with lovely friends...

Now I'm so relunctant to start work on tomorrow! Kill me please! I dun wanna go:P

I'm feeling:

Leeds Training Days

Free travel pack, towels and coffee maker!

Yayyyy:)

I was amazed when I get into this room...this is what the student in Leeds actually stay.

But the amount of money that you need to pay fr each week is shocking!

130pounds per week???!!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!

But it does seem like a four star hotel to me. Everything is sooooo new and nice!

And you got the access card just like the one you have when you enter the hotel.

Cool. I am gonna stay in this luxurious place for 2 nights then.

There are treating me like a queen. No work to do, just lay back and listen to the lectures.

And they will also make sure that your stomach is well-filled with yummy-licious food:)

HAPPY!

I'm feeling:

Pay Day

YES!!!! I GOT MY PAY!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!

AND THREE WEEKS JUST PASSED BY BEFORE I EVEN REALISED!!!

Money money money....This will solves most of my problems such as the monthly dues, loans and other debits will be cleared before the end of the month. Yes, I am talking like a work person now.

In addition, I will then get enough money to go Scotland this weekend! Yoohoo!

Everyone is telling me how beautiful Edinburgh is. I am so looking forward to it:)

Right now, I am so in love the new figures pop in my account now. Well, not until they get depleted.

Oooolala~

I'm feeling:

More fat please!

The longer I work,

The thinner I get.

I definitely need to put on weight.

Underweight just make people look awful.

So, I am welcoming all the cheese, full cream milk, pork belly, chicken skin....

what else? hmmm. I have no idea. Not doing anything but sleep like there's no tomorrow?lolz.

I wished too...

I'm feeling:

AWESOME

I get to the neonatal ward today!

I was so excited for getting to see those cute lil babies in ward.

Some are so small like a peanut.

It's unbelievable when I came to think about how we used to be in that size when we were born.

Work is training me to be more professional.

More multitask and communicate with different kinds of people.

All the errors and things that I am doing actually gave me lots of reflection about how I handle stuff and how should I improve it to get better.

After all,

I'm glad that I chose to leave,

or else I will miss out all the lovely things and person that I meet in the hospital.

Can't wait for my second chance to get into the neonatal ward again:)

I'm feeling:

心疼

昨天，在早上和晚间都在诊所里发生也类似的事情。

早上的时候，一名年轻人，大约十几岁，因为帮妈妈切莲藕而不小心看到自己的手子。医生看了之后说伤口很深，他听了之后很怕，整个人颤抖，当麻醉针打下去时他更大声地喊，还哭了出来。我吓了一大跳，还以为是手指咬断了所以那么疼，原来只是割伤了，没有想象的那么严重。当时的我真的被他吓坏。我还蛮怕看到缝针这些手术，看到皮裂开一半更让我觉得吃不消。更别收听到病人在不断的哭喊痛，若我是医生的话，可能没办法专心的动手。

晚上的是一名小女孩，从椅子跌下来闯到靠近眼睛的地方，还好伤口不深，只需缝两针，可是，要为她打针的时候已经是有够难的，三个大人得抓住她以免她挣扎。我在外边把守只是听着她的哭喊声已经够心慌了。听见她妈妈安慰她的话和他的哭声，让我自己也想哭了。当针插入伤口时她是多么的不听话，不停的摆动，医生要为她缝好实在不容易，加上靠近眼睛，真是难上加难。

人家常说读书好应该做医生，医生的工作容易有好赚，有时候我觉得这些人真的很肤浅。往往它们是赔了健康来赚钱，而且还要花很多时间与精力不断的学习，现在医生人数多不胜数，但是问一名仁心仁术的医生又有几多个？医生并没有那么好当，更不要说是要当一个永远把病人的利益当作前提的医生。

我觉得工作应该是要选自己一辈子都会喜欢且有兴趣的，这可是一辈子的，不要等到没回头路时才自怨自艾。趁自己还能选择的时候，应当为自己争取自己想要的未来。行行出状元，只要努力加上积极，任何职业都可以是前途无量的。