Sunday, March 22, 2009

mY maid

I never had such a deep feeling about her before. The time we spend together wasn’t really long.Plus I don’t really like to express myself. But it doesn’t mean that I didn’t care about her. I always feel that she is very tough. She used to work in Malaysia 10 years ago. She decided to work here again because she wanna support her daughter to study medicines. Unlike the previous maids, she seldom call back home. She showed us the pics of her family. I bet she misses them a lot. She tend to put a lot of her time in working so that she can set those feelings aside and wun feel so sad after all. Slowly, I started to feel that I should show more concern about her so that she will feel more comfortable in this foreign country. Last night, sis told me that she’s been suffering from toothache for months but never tell us because she is afraid of the dentist and the medical fees. Today, she went to the dentist and extracted two teeth. But she still carried on her daily office task and refused to take rest. She felt painful and yet she tried her best to bear with it without complaining. I guess if I were her, I would have lie down on my bed whole day and do nothing. I would be complaining a lot too or just cried about the pain. I guess I should really learn from her. To be strong, to be tough. No matter what happen. At least that would not make your loved ones worry about you. That’s also one way of showing your love to them. When your are away from your family, do take good care of yourself and be strong enough to handle all the difficulties that you are facing now so that they will not be worry about you. At least, they can be more concentrated in their own duty and also, they might feel happy and relieved to see how well you’ve been up to. Being separated with your loved ones might be heartbreaking. However, this is actually a good opportunity for you to grow up and become independent.

Saturday, March 7, 2009


Last few days were terrible for me...the hormonal changes that run in my body plus the high cortisol levels in my blood had exacerbate the amount of pimples "planted" on my face....urghhh. I dunno wats wrong with my body. Its seems like dey are against me wen i needed dem the most. The pimples jz pop up uncontrollably and is the first time i gt a feeling of an aeroplane crashed on my delicate body. I was so desperate to dash bek home 2 seek sum medical advice to get rid of dem. Though it was terrible luking but i cun stop drinking my favourite coffee. I really nid 2 stick on it. It keeps me awake and active throughout the day. It makes thing seems good to me.hah. I guess theres sumthing btw me and coffee. Nothing can tear us apart. I really wish that i can have a chance to meet sum coffee expert and share their exepriences about coffee and teach me all about coffee knowledge. I wonder where can i get a nice book which got all the info about coffee together with those nice pics of the aroma and those nice porcelain cups! It makes drinking cofee a very classy and relaxing moment to me! I guess this is one of the way which can let me get rid of those stressful moment.

Semester 2 wasnt that relaxing as what i expected.theres so many assignments and reading to be done. NOt to mention how disspointing some of the lecturers are. I think theres no Bond between me and chemistry. i cun imagine how am i going 2 digest the whole natural products without getting diarrhoea or vomitting. Ohya...dissertation. I cun imagine i have to start working on my drawing and colouring skills once again as required by my lecturer. Every single diagram must be drawn on our own and preferably colour dem. I was wondering wheter im doing a art work now or dissertation... Funny:(